So tired, so so tired. Belly full, darkchocdigestives and chocomuffindessert come pie still present.

Headfucked, alxcohol abuse. No didnt want it, come friday I knew it would begin. Numbness and lack of lustral made Josh impacient. Pissed off a little I offered my Infest accomodaton to some worker friends of Leons. Mexhicans. I thought they were cool. they are, but that was my room, now I'll be sharing with Leon. That should never happen again since Suzanna did Insfest. *sad joshie*

In love right now (slap myself about the face a little*( SHORT rant )

Tired, wish I could keel over, want to eat laxies, but wont becasue I need the little water in me to think with, till infest. INFEST INFEST INFEST round and round my brain. but no msafe haven away from the crazies. no where joshie can recooperate, at best I'll have a pet snorer to cuddle in the drug induced lonelyniess. No banter, just snoring. So tired of trieying now. (its just the tablets I'll just keep telling thart to myself)
I think I'm on a comedown, which reminds me I need to slash myself to show my gp, cus they are fucking stupid cunts, I wont rant about why, cant be arsed to explain.

And twisted toucan, what the fuck happe3ned there? OI know not, hate me like me, sypatyse?? I dunno, all I do is that I am submissive and just want a simple partener who can tell me what to do. I can make the big desitions but he needs to make the small ones. I'm tired of beiong a mother off the rails, help me!!!! But none of you can can you :(